As I look back on all thats happened -- growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I'll truly miss you and how much I truly love you. I’m trying to but I can't hide from these memories, because, they're there and no matter how hard I try to, I know they'll always be there.
Yes, we had said good-bye so many times before, but somehow we always managed our paths to cross and ended up in each others arms. But now when we said this good-bye, I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives. And I honestly don’t wanna cross your path in the future again ‘cause I don’t want all these feelings to come back and have to try to get over all over again.
It hasn't sunk in yet. I haven't totally realized that you'd pushed me out of your heart forever. I'm not sure I want it to hit me fully yet because I know that when it does, I will feel pain like nothing I have ever felt before. Life wouldn't be the same without you and all the memories you have given me but the pain is too strong right now and the tears are still lingering on my face. That is why I think it is best that I just go.
With Love,
Ariane
