Friday 19 December 2008

Turning point

It's sad to accept how time flies so fast, that the person who was once your world, the one you start and ends your day with, the reason of your existence, has just swiftly turned into someone who only says "hi!" or gives you a smile.

Or worst, just a familiar face..

With Love,
Ariane

Friday 12 December 2008

Have you?

Have you ever spend your life in hoping that the perfectly arched eyebrow or hottest new lip shade will mask a painful heart?

It's always funny when I keep on saying I’m doing fine and making people believe that I can make it when I know that they are my friends, and therefore, they can never be tricked easily with my fake smiles.

But can anyone please tell me that they feel for me and know how it feels to carry the burdens in my heart?

Have you ever come to the point of realizing that love really makes you stupid? That in spite of being aware that it's useless to keep on dreaming for what could have been, you really just can’t refrain yourself from thinking that the both of you were meant to be? You keep on torturing yourself with self-inflicted pains that you should not feel if you just stop your so-called longing for the person? Like still hoping even though you’ve been disappointed, still believing even though you've been dumped and still loving even though you've been hurt so badly. Moreover, you keep on insisting that you’re the one who could satisfy his need? That you're the only one who can love him this much.

But, above all, you’re wishing that these dreams, thoughts, hopes, beliefs, and love would all go away soon for you know you had to live your life in the best possible way, yet, it seems that you just can’t. And so you keep on wasting your time waiting just for someone who left you.

With Love,
Ariane