For the past week, I was thinking and wondering why it was so easy for him to throw everything away. He didn't even give our "love" a chance, or at least give it a try.
Then it hit me, maybe he didn't really love me.
Maybe he never will.
Friday 19 September 2008
Sunday 14 September 2008
Waiting in Vain
Before I close my eyes every night, I see myself coming to a person that I've waited all my life, and then this emptiness in me will wake me from my unconcious mind yet with open eyes.
Such emptiness hurts. It's like feeling like a fool, yet you're not at all for feeling that way. This craving for someone, this feeling is painful, yet you feel hopeful. You want to wait but you can't stop worrying if this thing exists for you to have. You want to ask when, but you're scared of the silence that you know you'll receive because no one will answer.
Patience is all you need to have; waiting is all you need to do.
Waiting.
Such word is the cause of the emptiness, of the hole. But you also know that's it's the right thing to do. Especially, you're hurt because you can't do anything about it.
You can just - wait.
With Love,
Ariane
Such emptiness hurts. It's like feeling like a fool, yet you're not at all for feeling that way. This craving for someone, this feeling is painful, yet you feel hopeful. You want to wait but you can't stop worrying if this thing exists for you to have. You want to ask when, but you're scared of the silence that you know you'll receive because no one will answer.
Patience is all you need to have; waiting is all you need to do.
Waiting.
Such word is the cause of the emptiness, of the hole. But you also know that's it's the right thing to do. Especially, you're hurt because you can't do anything about it.
You can just - wait.
With Love,
Ariane
Tuesday 9 September 2008
Empericism on Love?!
...as bare and empty as a blackboard before the teacher arrives...
I was so inspired by my on-the-spot report in Philosophy of Man. I really didn't study the topic coz I thought I should be reporting next week. Damned at first coz I really don’t know what to say in front of the class, I can feel that my body is shaking knowing that Prof. Tadena is terror when it comes to reporting. He keeps on asking questions regarding the report, DEEP questions about the topic.Thanks for an hour of reportin' of my 3 blockmates before me coz I was able to study it, slightly.
On John Locke's Essay Concerning Human Understanding, that was published on 1960, he tried to clarify two questions. First, where we get our ideas from and whether we can rely on what our senses tell us.
Uhhmmn, well, I made a quotation out of it. Although, I wasn't able to say it in front 'coz it seems cheesy.
"I've got an idea that he loves me because I can feel it, unfortunately, John Locke said that we can't always rely on our sensations”
With Love,
Ariane
I was so inspired by my on-the-spot report in Philosophy of Man. I really didn't study the topic coz I thought I should be reporting next week. Damned at first coz I really don’t know what to say in front of the class, I can feel that my body is shaking knowing that Prof. Tadena is terror when it comes to reporting. He keeps on asking questions regarding the report, DEEP questions about the topic.Thanks for an hour of reportin' of my 3 blockmates before me coz I was able to study it, slightly.
On John Locke's Essay Concerning Human Understanding, that was published on 1960, he tried to clarify two questions. First, where we get our ideas from and whether we can rely on what our senses tell us.
Uhhmmn, well, I made a quotation out of it. Although, I wasn't able to say it in front 'coz it seems cheesy.
"I've got an idea that he loves me because I can feel it, unfortunately, John Locke said that we can't always rely on our sensations”
With Love,
Ariane
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