Farewell, blockmates!

Late this night, I’m crying again these tears away, still wondering what I can do or what I can say. It sucks. I can’t even help myself, my Baby, my block but just to cry. Maybe I’m hurtin’ because it was so sudden. I haven't even prepared myself for this. Seems like we were laughing so hard bullying one another and when I blinked, “poof” we’re saying goodbye now.

I know I learned a lot academically this semester, but I think I learned more about myself. I don’t have any regret becoming irregular this semester. I'm happy with the way things turned out but it's a very bittersweet feeling. I really don’t know how to say goodbye.

I know I’m exaggerating. We’re not graduating. We’re not all parting ways. Besides, it wasn’t really a goodbye since we’ll still be seeing each others somehow. But what’s just hurt is that it would never be the same again. You know, exactly the same blockmates you’re going to befriend with inside the classroom, same jokes, same everything. I’m going to miss those times when I would enter the room so sad or mad then with just a click, I’m going to smile or laugh of someone’s joke. It’s really hard to accept change but we don’t have any choice but to learn to let go and face the fact that good things never last.

Remember the tune, “Sa puso ko”. Yun un eh. Isa lang puso ko pero lahat kayo pinagkasya ko. That’s why it’s hurting me so much. You guys really became a part of me. Maybe that is why it hurts so much to lose the block that we have because it also means losing a part of me.

“Kung mawawala naman kami, may darating naman eh” –Bats

+@n6 !n@. Kahit hindi na sila dumating, wag lang kayong mawala. If I can just close my eyes entering the classroom next semester without you, I will. It’s just that I don’t want anything right now but to have the same block, especially if it’s going to be with the former Js.

I’m gonna miss you all. Let’s fight for this! I know we’re all weak but we can be strong together, right? I believe that true strength is being able to hold it all together when everyone else is expecting us to fall apart. We can pass through this. Always remember that God only makes happy ending. If it’s not happy, then it’s not the end.

I love you all guys. I really do.

*Believe that everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when you see it and don't let it slip away. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it.*


With Love,
Ariane