Sometimes, I don't understand why despite the hurting, I still miss you. I think of you, if everything's well. It's always been about you. I've always wanted to be there for you, and I've always wanted you to count on me. It could probably be the only way to repay you for what you've done to my life.
I don't understand. I ask myself how I can always let you make me submit and swallow my pride. Even if I initially felt the pain, you would always turn the tables on me. Or how could you actually make me feel loved and miserable at the same time. Maybe I make you feel the same?
I don't understand why I still love you, why you can't get out of my system, why we can't get out of each other's lives.
I don't understand the way it works. It seems so unfair that even if people are meant for each other, it doesn't mean that they're meant for each other now.
With Love,
Ariane
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