Finally, I'm over it

Or much appropriate as over HIM?

There are a lot of things in my past that I wish didn't happen and a lot of regrets that I wish I could somehow mend or change. But today while I was lying down and trying to figure things out there was a tinge of realization that everything happens for a reason.

I was so pathetic all this time. I knew it since the beginning. But maybe I just really need to get used into it before getting over it. And being so emotionally disturbed with the past few weeks, or should I say, months finally came to an end. Thanks for the existence of Multiply where I expressed my unspoken thoughts and feelings but especially to my friends who were there during those tough times.

Now I realized that having a complicated relationship is not really a big deal. That my little problems are almost nothing compared to the heavy load others have to bear. Maybe while I whined about my stupid dumb feelings, someone else is worried about their next meal. I don't really understand half of what's going around me sometimes but I guess it is okay, nobody does anyway.

With Love,
Ariane