Happy and contented

I had my last break up almost five months ago, also the longest period of time I’ve been single since I entered my first relationship.

Yeah, there are several men trying to change that . But I didn’t allow them, not allowing them and may be, won’t even allow them to. I admit I have crushes but no more than that.

I didn’t know why. I thought it were all about my last boyfriend. That maybe I still love him and have to win him back. But it’s not all about him anymore.

It is just that I’m not yet ready to be committed again. I’m happy for what I am now. SINGLE. I have more time for my self and my friends. I can focus on my studies without waiting for someone’s call or text. I can be around my self without someone trying to change me. I can talk with guys without someone getting jealous. I’m not required to tell someone where I am and what I am doing. I don’t have other priority except my self. I don’t have worries about break up. I have my world just mine.

Besides, I can’t feel that so-called “spark” to any one right now. And I haven’t found yet the man who is worthy enough for me to give up this freedom I have right now.

Don’t I make sense? Do you think I’m being so irrational?

With Love,
Ariane