For a minute or two, I was happy when I saw my name on the official list of the Candidates for Capping. But, I really can't continue to smile and jump for joy knowing that a lot of people failed, especially those who became so special to me already.
Every semester, some people should have to say goodbye. And they will be added to the number of people you’ve lost before. Which is, the same reason why it doubles the pain you once felt.
I’ve gone through these things last semester, five months ago. But I have moved on somehow. I learned to accept that, yeah, maybe things really happen for reasons. I used to be okay but tonight, it just becomes too much. More than what it was. And I really can’t believe that I have to get over with this feeling. Again.
The news that came just few hours ago is so damn depressing. It doesn’t just hurt. It really sucks to feel this way. I don’t understand the way it is. And I bet time can never teach me how to.
Why? Again?
With Love,
Ariane
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