Before I close my eyes every night, I see myself coming to a person that I've waited all my life, and then this emptiness in me will wake me from my unconcious mind yet with open eyes.
Such emptiness hurts. It's like feeling like a fool, yet you're not at all for feeling that way. This craving for someone, this feeling is painful, yet you feel hopeful. You want to wait but you can't stop worrying if this thing exists for you to have. You want to ask when, but you're scared of the silence that you know you'll receive because no one will answer.
Patience is all you need to have; waiting is all you need to do.
Waiting.
Such word is the cause of the emptiness, of the hole. But you also know that's it's the right thing to do. Especially, you're hurt because you can't do anything about it.
You can just - wait.
With Love,
Ariane
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